dariNya kita datang kepadaNya kita kembali

"I have only created Jinns and men, that they serve Me. No sustenance do I require of them, nor do I require that they feed Me. For Allah is He who gives (all) sustenance, Lord of Power; Steadfast (forever)" adz-dzariyat, 51:56-58

“Obtaining a medical degree is only the beginning of a long journey as a medical practitioner. There is still more knowledge and skills that need to be learnt in order to optimize our ability to serve the Ummah” Prof. Dato’ Dr. Md Tahir Azhar, Dean

“Your life as a doctor will begin from the day you pass the exam. You will need to continue learning till end of your career” Prof. Kamaruzaman Wan Su

“As a doctor, we are responsible in front of Allah swt to carry out this noble duty. Always be humble and sincere eventhough you’re tired or busy. Understand that this noble profession is very demanding and only selected group of people are chosen by Allah swt to shoulder this responsibility” Assoc. Prof. Dr. Azmi Md Nor

“Now you are carrying Dr. title for life. We never stop here but to carry on for betterment” Dr. Mokhtar Awang

“Passing the MBBS exam is just a beginning point of a journey as a doctor, so..more on, grow up with desire for excellent in your own field, but never forget your starting point!” Asst. Prof. Dr Aminuddin Che Ahmad

“You are par excellence after been given education leading to recognition of Allah swt as well as medicine. You will be giving good service to humanity in general and Ummah, in particular applying your knowledge in practice and it is your contribution to the mission of IIUM” Asst. Prof. Dr. Maung Ko @ Hajee Mohamed Ismail

“Five years sounds as a very long time but believe me you will think otherwise the day you sit for your Final MBBS. Our journey in this endeavour of knowledge started five years ago and now it has arrived to a junction from where we continue our travel to gain experience and wisdom in the profession of healing.. Completing medical school is not the end of our quest for knowledge, but it is just the beginning. Treasure these experience as not what happened to a man but as what a man does with what happened to him. Try to be current in the underwater instead of the waves which just fades away when it hits the shore” Ussof Eskaandar b. Mohd Hussain, 5^th batch leader

“..we can be as our lecturers hoped, a good, competent, responsible, Muslim doctor. Who practices Ihsan on whatever we do, as though we does things not just observed by our consultants, but the Almighty, and remember where we stand and our purpose” Abu Muhammad @ Syed Abdul Khaliq

…Thanks to all our dear, beloved, honourable lecturers for their teachings, knowledge, experiences and determination in teaching us the Art of Medicine and Life…May Allah bless all of us along this way, ameen…

Satu perjalanan yang tiada penghujungnya..
Hanya sepi yang menemani jiwaku..
Tanpa suara, tanpa angin, tanpa jiwa..
Hanya sepi yang menemani jiwaku…

Di penghujung rindu ini..
Ingin ku lafazkan ungkapan semanis madu..
Yang sarat memenuhi segenap penjuru ruang cinta..
Rindu telah bertaut..
Hakikat cinta syahdu..
Tak pernah menyebut….
CINTA MESTI BERSATU..

Seluas langit nan membiru..
Segumpal resah menjurung hatiku..
Antara getar, gemuruh di dada, mengunci bibir,
Lidah kelu bisu, tersekat seluruh kata
Sepi lah aku tanpa bicara….

………………….dari Blues selamanya..

Untungnya orang mukmin,
semakin banyak masalah,
semakin mustajab doanya..
Bukan perjuangan tanpa kesulitan,
tapi dalam kesulitan
ada ketenangan memagar kekuatan..
kita tidak bersendirian,
tetapi DIA setia menemani…

           Kadang-kadang ALLAH hilangkan sekejap matahari kita,
DIA datangkan pula petir dan kilat,
puas kita menangis, ke mana matahari kita??
rupanya DIA hadiahkan kita pelangi…   

"Sesungguhnya sangat sedikit hamba-Nya yang bersyukur"
 

Aku punya teman
Teman sepermainan
Ke mana ada dia selalu ada aku

Aku memang suka pada dirimu
Namun aku ada yang punya
Lebih baik kita berteman
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra

..adapted from mawifc.com.. syukran XOIC

MINGGU lalu, baru saya nak seberang jalan ke Masjid Sultan
untuk sembahyang Jumaat, seorang pak cik dari jauh melemparkan senyum kepada
saya. Kerana masih ada banyak waktu, saya tak jadi seberang jalan dan tunggu
pak cik berjanggut dan bertongkat yang tidak saya kenali itu. Bila beliau
hampir pada saya, kami saling memberi salam dan saya menyuruh anak saya mencium
tangannya. Orangnya sudah agak berumur. Tiba-tiba, pak cik itu memulakan
perbualan. Beliau cakap dalam bahasa Melayu dan Inggeris yang agak baik. Beliau
cakap semua ayat Quran baik dan penting, tapi ada tiga surah yang beliau
‘pegang’ betul-betul, dan beliau nasihatkan saya supaya pegang betul-betul
juga. Beliau juga nasihatkan saya supaya pesan pada anak-anak supaya pegangnya
betul-betul.

Ketiga, surah Al-Kafirun, kata pak cik. Bahagian ini, menarik sikit. Pak cik
cakap surah Al-Kafirun ada kena mengena dengan zaman sekarang, zaman
globalisasi. Dalam zaman globalisasi, katanya, anak-anak saya mesti diajar
supaya pegang betul-betul surah itu. Sebab, dalam zaman globalisasi, anak saya
mungkin kena kerja atau belajar sampai ke Amerika atau ke mana-mana. Kalau dia
pegang pada surah Al-Kafirun, insya-Allah, dia akan selamat, kata pak cik. Dia
akan bergaul dengan orang beragama lain, tapi dia sedar ‘untukmu agamamu, untukku agamaku’. Betul juga, fikir saya. Kemudian, pak cik
cakap ada satu lagi perkara yang saya mesti pegang.

Orang Islam,  katanya, mesti ada tiga kekuatan.

Pertama, kekuatan minda. Minda, kata pak cik, ialah ilmu.
Orang Islam mesti ada ilmu, termasuk ilmu moden, ilmu teknologi, ilmu teknologi
maklumat (IT) dan sebagainya kerana ilmu-ilmu itu perlu untuk hidup. 

Kedua, kekuatan hati. Hati ialah iman, kata pak cik. Hati
orang Islam mesti kuat supaya betapa banyak sekali pun ilmunya, dia sedar siapa
yang lebih berkuasa. Bila ilmu ada iman, barulah ilmu dan hidup jadi betul.
Kalau minda kuat tapi hati tak kuat, maknanya kekuatan tak seimbang dan ilmu
boleh rosakkan iman, kata pak cik.

 Ketiga, kekuatan fizikal. Pertama-pertama, kalau tubuh badan
lemah, susah ilmu nak masuk dalam minda, kata pak cik. Kalau pun ada ilmu dan
ada iman, jika tubuh badan tak kuat, susah nak beramal. Maknanya, kekuatan
masih tak seimbang, katanya. Habis saja pak cik cakap pasal tiga surah dan tiga
kekuatan, beliau minta diri.
Terima kasih kepada pak cik. Pesanannya memang
baik.

    Gemini & Leo 

When
Gemini and Leo come together in a love affair, their relationship is playful and high-spirited, characterized by light activity and
optimism. Gemini thrives on mental stimulation and is therefore very
attracted to Leo’s creative, dramatic spirit. There can be trouble
between these two, however: If Leo takes Gemini’s flirty, outgoing
nature too seriously, or if Gemini thinks Leo wants to maintain total
control of the relationship, arguments may break out. Though their
approaches are different – Gemini likes to analyze things from all
sides in an intellectual conversation while Leo would rather not talk
about it and just jump right in -- they are well-matched.

Both
Leo and Gemini have a lot of energy. Leo likes to be at the helm of any
project, endeavor or outing; Gemini wants to be free to think as fast
and as far as they please. Direct, decisive Leo can help Gemini make a
decision if they start to vacillate due to their ability to see all the
options — but Leo must take care not to be too bossy, which will turn
Gemini off.  

Leo is ruled by the
Sun (Self) and Gemini by the Planet Mercury (Communication). Both of
these Signs are skilled at communication as their planetary influences
are similar; they just have different approaches to self-expression.
They may also have heated debates, but while Gemini finds it fun and
mentally stimulating, Leo takes it quite seriously and can get their
feelings very hurt. 

Gemini is
an Air Sign and Leo is a Fire Sign. Air fuels Fire and helps it spread
far and wide. Gemini has an easy time of keeping up with Leo’s energy
and creativity. Leo tends to be dramatic and demonstrative, and brainy
Gemini always understands Leo’s message. The best thing is, Leo can
have an energetic, active day — and then come home at night and tell
Gemini all about it.  

Leo is a
Fixed Sign and Gemini is a Mutable Sign. Leo is stubborn and resolute,
a great leader and somewhat rigid when it comes to changing their ideas
or direction. When Leo makes up their mind, they’ll see something
through to the end. Gemini, on the other hand, is flexible in the
extreme. They become bored easily and have no problem letting Leo take
the lead — to a certain extent. Gemini wants to be the leader of their
own thoughts. They’re happy to be in the background, content with their
thoughts while Leo takes the spotlight and the glory. 

What’s
the best aspect of the Gemini-Leo relationship? 

Their youthful, even
childlike view of the world. This couple can be a great success due to
their optimism and explorative natures.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…
"La yukalifullahu nafsan illa us’aha.."
Semalam baru je habih exam teori O&G.. Alhamdulilllah, nak kata susah, susah gak.. nak kata senang, idak le senangnya.. papepun, dah lepas, kan? so.. just tawakkal padaNya.. clinical lak hari isnin nanti.. entahla.. mudah2an dapat kes yg ok, doktor yg best, and patient yg cooperative.. ameen ya Rabb.. sat lagi nak p ward.. sayang pulak nak tinggalkan O&G ni.. entahla, agaknya sbb minat sangat… doktor2 nye pun lebih membuatkan kite bersemangat nak further dlm posting nih.. mudah2an.. dgn izinNya.. dlm 5thn lagi, leh jadi cam depa… O&G specialist.. mesti rindu nye.. dgn Dr.Mokhtar, Dr.Murad, Dr.Hazinat, Dr.Roszaman, Dr.Azah, Dato’, Dr.Bahyah.. dn lain2 yg tak disebutkan namanya.. thanx to all of you… nak cite benda2 menarik dlm posting ni, takde sangat pun.. cuma dulu masa 3rd yr, pernah assist Dr.Murad case ovarian cyst… best, n sampai bila pun xleh lupa… dpt pegang uterus n ovaries.. lani masa 5th yr, maybe lebih banyak fokus utk teori.. hari tu Dr.Bahyah offer suruh assist caesar.. tp, sbb masa tu dok pk nak fill in logbook, terpaksa la burn kan peluang yg ada.. insyaAllah lepas xm nanti, boleh la kot.. masuk balik MOT, just nak assist.. cite pasal caesar ni, erm.. 3 kali caesar, tgk twin.. 2 couple, lelaki perempuan.. comel la.. rasanya nanti nak anak kembar.. best kan, sekali je bersalin dpt 2 terus.. baru adil, ayahnya jaga satu, kita jaga satu.. hehe.. tp banyak pulak complication twin pregnancy ni.. doa jela.. sbb only He knows what best for us, right? tak kisahla.. erm, nak cite pasal conduct delivery pun, takde yg interesting sangat.. semuanya low risk.. datang2 je dah nak beranak.. yg teruk tu, bab menunggu patient la… sampai 5-6 pg kat low risk.. tp.. takpe, bersusah2 dahulu, bersenang2 kemudian.. nanti boleh la sambut baby kawan2 yg dh pregnant tu.. ehehe.. ramai gak kawan2 yg rapat yg dh pregnant… congrates.. nanti dpt anak sedara semua sebaya.. anak ceq je muda sekali.. hehe… okey dulu laaa… nak p ward… till then, may Allah bless us always.. and mudah2an segala impian dan hajat kita diperkenankanNya….. ameen

.:: Allah Knows Best ::. 

Allah knows what’s best for us
So why should we complain
We always want the sunshine
But He knows there must be rain
We always want a laughter
And the merriment of cheer
But our hearts will lose their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.

Allah tests us often
With suffering and with sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
But to help us meet tomorrow
For growing trees are strengthened
If they withstand the storm
And the sharp cut of the chisel
Gave the marble grace and form.

Allah tests us often
And for every pain He gives to us
Provided we’re patient
Is followed by rich gain
So whenever we are down
And whenever we feel that everything is going wrong
It is just Allah’s way
To make our spirit strong…

Kiranya tiada CINTA insani untukmu.. cukuplah cinta ALLAH sebagai penyuluh hidupmu, kelak akan ada cinta untukmu dari insan yang menyintai Allah sebagaimana cintamu terhadapNYA

Manusia yang mengejar cinta selain cinta ALLAH.. ibarat mengejar fatamorgana di waktu teruk; jiwanya lemah, akalnya lesu, ibadahnya tawar, jihadnya pudar……..

Kian jauh kian hilang
Kasih antara kita
Nampak tenang pada zahirnya
Tapi batin terseksa 

Yang terguris tak nampak di mata
Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata
Tahan sebak di dada 

Kemanakah nak dibawa
Resah kian melanda
Di manakah hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada 

Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh 

Apakah yang dikejar dalam hidupmu
Berkali ku kata padamu
Kita singgah di dunia yang sementara
Penuh tipu daya 
Yang kekal di sana

Biarlah kita bersama
Usahlah hanyut terus terlena
Kerana dunia
Pada aku masih ada
Kasih belum terhakis
Sebenarnya sudah lama
Ku sungguh berkecil hati

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